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Rollercoaster Engineer

Good morning you lovely people, family, Kings and Queens,

I apologize for my absence life can sometimes distract us from the things and people we love the most. Experiencing writers block, challenging my own growth in my own life and enjoying living all at the same time will make any sane person loose at the seams. There is so much I have learned lately and now it is time to share, because …  

life is an experience worth sharing right.

I’ve been a shoulder and an ear, I’ve been a leader of my emotions and goodness sake I never knew our emotions could, should, or would have so much power of our spirits.

Whose ideal was it for us to have emotions?

Man those things are very strong armed.

Any, who, what I am here to share is your emotions are and will always be strong even when they seem as though they are weak, they are as strong as they are capable of being. In detail that means being unable to feel or being emotionally numb is the strongest your emotion is and it is the strongest you are capable of being for the situation or person at that moment. Sometimes we don’t really release in the moment until the moment has passed. Whatever, however, and whenever you release is when your heart, mind, body, spirit, and soul have become one and decided enough is enough. We no longer want to hold onto these things that are affecting and effecting us as a whole. We don’t realize that us being combative with the ways we feel and how we feel can take a toll on our bodies in many, (when I say many I truly mean many) many different ways. From our internal organs to our hair follicles, our skin, and our fingernails. All of these pieces are pieces of us. When we misuse, neglect, lose, and abuse those pieces our puzzle isn’t as beautiful and amazing as it truly is. These pieces that we care and not care about they can and will become affected by our emotions. I speak on emotions because, Let’s be honest here 90% of the time our emotions get the best of us because we are more than likely doing whatever we think is plausible to harbor those emotions and keep them at bay. Versus letting them out and doing what emotions are meant to do for us… Release and make us feel accordingly. Emotions are meant to be kept to yourself in hiding so no one knows about them, so no one feels or sees you in pain, hurt, distress and so forth. So no one sees your smile shine so bright that you make another person. These things are meant to be shared and most importantly they are meant to help you operate at your highest capacity. Now experiences in life will make you feel the ups and downs, the highs and the lows of your emotions. Man does that emotional rollercoaster give you the most confusing happiness and saddest blues you could ever imagine.

What I have learned about all of this is you can either go on the ride and let it scare the living shit out of you when you plummet. You can ride the front seat that way you see what’s coming, or you can drive the roller coaster. Know when to put on the breaks and get off, re-observe the tracks and look at where you were how you felt what happened and what was going on. Actually view the other car on the tracks (person, because no rollercoaster is ever being rode alone, there is always at least two cars) with you. Are they enjoying the ride look at when they come and go all of these things matter because all of these things have an effect on when you get on and off of the rollercoaster. Know that you do not have to feel the way you feel and experience the things you may experience without expressing what it means or what it is doing to you.

You and your feelings, your emotions it all matters; be the engineer of your emotions.

Enjoy your ride don’t be afraid of yourself



Mother and Self Created Queen seeking to change the lives of people in the world. I want people to know that #SelfLove is thee most important love in the world. I have experienced many things in life and know first hand how it is and feels to be alone in a world surrounded by many people. I started the social Media Label #FindingMe to promote and encourage self love, growth, and encouragement through life struggles. I am currently writing a book and studying life coaching, counseling, and psychotherapy. I advocate for movements in life, our universe deserves to know that there are more people who appreciate the greatness in life than there are who do not appreciate it.

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